these past couple of weeks have definitely been a rollercoaster ride with all the ups and downs. learning things that i wish i kind of didnt find out and having to cope with and trying to move past it and want to be in a happy mood. speaking really vague right now, sorry, i dont really like going into specifics. BUT these "problems" have definitely made me closer to people and right now im in such a great mood after being filled with anger. i HATE being pissed at people, then i become mad at myself for not trying to "love my neighbor as myself". God has definitely given me the strength to push through and really seek help from Him. things could have definitely ended differently and in a negative way, which would be losing a close friend. i LOVE conversations that do not involve drama, but really look into people's past that will make you understand them a little more than before, even if that means coming back to my dorm to sleep at 3 am. hahaah the friends i have made a BU, whether it be from class, aacf, or iv, are amazing, i cant even describe how grateful i am. i am so glad that i came here. i guess i dont say it enough when im clogged with work or drama or busy schedule. i get along with my roommates now (new ones haha) being able to come into the room and just talk genuinely is awesome. all i have to say, is that im glad all my first impressions of people are wrong and that i dont judge (correction-that i dont judge as easily =P)
getting to go home for spring break, i think is better off for me now that i think about, even passed the whole money issue. i get to spend time with friends and family. midterm time, time to study my brain out. haha see i updated and look how long it is! =P | 
my older sister - She is the best! Any thoughts? 